#41
Nuremberg, February 4th 2008
Some thoughts in English so this time everybody gets it right. A couple of days ago Matt came to my place asking for his hard-drive and told me he was doing a video of this five months in Nuremberg. Although the idea had crossed my mind a few days back, I definitely always felt to lazy to do it. Also, there’s the problem of doing a thing that u usually will end up not liking after spending so much time working on it. It’s kind of like investing your beautiful and kind-of-short time after a girl and then, when you finally have it, you don’t want it anymore. Or a boy, anyway girls, you got it, right? The idea absorbed itself.
Anyways, I’ve not been after any girl in the last week and neither I felt like this came out miserably. It’s not amazing, it doesn’t even has the greatest moments in here - those that no camera can get - but it certainly gets the message to the other side. At least for those of you who lived part of it. So. Hope everybody likes it, if you want you can even make a little bu-ooh like Lígia did - sorry hon, had to tell the crowd ;-). Bu-ohh. Right. Because Nadya left today. I will guess that was the main reason for doing this. It’s a strange and sad feeling. Woke me up at 8:30, gave me some extremely strong coffee that almost cause me a caffeine overdose, and left. Although, for my bad, no one cried. Well, at least not in front of me. In front of me everybody behaves. Or maybe nothing happened because her goodbye party was kind of crazy, kinky I should add, and therefore good feeling trumps bad feelings. Yes it sure does. It’s four days left to go and not a single spot of motivation for doing it. Hopes are that good feelings keep on trumping. “This was kind of good, wasn’t it?”
February 4th, 2008 at 1:05 pm
E orgulho-me das lágrimas, o que é que pensas? É sinal que partilho contigo essa estranheza no sentimento e o misto de emoções abalou-me. Gostei bastante de vídeo. O final foi avassalador.
Obrigada por me teres aturado! Espero ver-te em Lisboa, em Março.
Beijo grande e um abraço :)
February 4th, 2008 at 3:37 pm
My dear Pedro. That made me happy and sad. And i cried. Happy feelings galore honey ;) Miss you. Love you. x
February 5th, 2008 at 11:44 am
whatever gets you though you.
missing is just part of the process. as is loving and leaving. I’ve come to learn that I’ll never be complete: there’ll be always small pieces of me floating through the careless snow flakes, beneath the whispering birches and under the cold breeze of a never-ending night. or day. pieces of me hidden within messy eyelashes I keep remembering, smiles that push me through “saudade”. but as strange as it may sound, I’m quite found of my incompleteness. you see, every time you feel a small corner of your soul breaking and falling down, although you may be loosing a little bit of you, you are also collecting some space within your soul. the deepest Space of all: the one you actually breath. in and out. the mysterious pathways that eventually lead us Home. whatever Home may be.
and it only takes exactly that: whatever gets you though you.
February 8th, 2008 at 5:41 am
que baú de memórias esse vídeo! e essa música..pxii…bate forte no sentimento!
muito bonito:) adorei a parte do piscar de olhinhos*
February 11th, 2008 at 5:16 pm
Muito bom o filme.
Conheço bem esse sentimento. Passei por ele duas vezes, e custou sempre…
É assim que crescemos e vamos guardando boas memórias.
Vemo-nos pelas ruas do Porto!
Grande abraço.
February 15th, 2008 at 5:20 pm
bonito! vivo! parabéns! gostei de ver a palavra “saudade” por entre palavras inglesas: “missão cumprida”…
impressaodigital
March 15th, 2008 at 11:11 pm
Não sei como achei teu blog… mas me fez recordar do meu intercâmbio na Alemanha. vídeo bonito, repleto de sentimentos e lembranças… bonita a música também… de quem seria?
March 26th, 2008 at 2:38 am
Obrigado pelos comentários (:
Cibelle, a música chama-se “Breath Me” da Sia Furler.
March 26th, 2008 at 9:31 am
Muito catita, o vídeo.